One of my dream

I love to enjoy wine, even though I rarely drink outside.
Wine, will always be my choice if I could choose for that.
I felt so envy to those people who own a wine cellar or little home style bar in their house.
How sad I not manage to get one in my house, if not I can drink like no matter as I wish :(
Try to imagine,one day I manage to own a house, see how shiok if I could have this inside my house!

This

and This

hehe, it seem like too obvious I'm a alcoholic. Or I should put the design as the picture below, all the wine hide inside the cabinet. much better :)

I love this design, little bar in da house :)

Imagining I have my drink with few of my friends XD

Or this one

Trendy style 

This one much more to warming feel

Specially dedicated for alcoholicsss~

Before I get to my dream, try to suffice my desire with this 1st!

Diary 4 - Self Reflection

忙忙忙，终于忙到尾声了，2011年也将近结束。
这一年，算经历了许多。我看到了很多，也学到领悟了很多，毋论隐藏的抑或是该懂的。


虽然还是不清楚自己的方向，但我懂得什么是我不要的，什么是我不屑的。
至到现在这刻，我很清楚知道什么是我应该珍惜的，也很感激上苍没让我失去这些应该珍惜拥有的。


目前的方向，是让自己活得快乐更好，把时间放在应该珍惜的人事物。
其他的，我不想管太多。

This song actually not really related and consistent with my state of mind. 

But I pretty love its melody   *I can be tough and I can be strong*

Diary 3 （埋怨篇）

最近身体频频出现一些症状，皮肤表皮感染病毒出疹，毫无原由的突发身体肤敏感，脚趾抽筋好些刻（疼得我几乎脱口喊阿妈).......身体亮起讯号了。持续的熬夜和缺乏运动，再加上薄弱的免疫系统，才会造成身体无法像以往般有效的抵抗病毒。据中西医对我的评语：血气不足，血压偏低,容易疲累。

奈何，精神疲惫的我在此时此刻还打着这篇网记，只因想享受这短暂难得的休闲时刻。明天又要继续忙了。人性真是犯贱，某些时候你拥有时你不为所动，总得等到你知道不能像以往般随心所欲时才会好好珍惜。唉。

刚刚无意在网上看见写说人基本上得有六个月牙出现在他们的指甲才算拥有基本健康。而且还要是白色清晰的。若根据以上所说，也就解释了为什么我那么容易疲累了。

Did the things right

好累，好累。功课一大堆，MBA没我想像中容易。

精神上的累，但这种的累人方式，

比起前几个月的那种精神疲惫，好上千千万万倍。

宁可要心甘情愿的劳累，也不要无谓的疲顿。

SMILE~

Smile is a curve that set everything straight~by Phyllis Diller

Smile helps to set thing right as well ~by me  = )

Light up your life

Cheers~

New fauvorite

Lancome clarifying cleanser pearly foam 

I dunno what this product gone wrong to my sister.She gave it to me.with quite a lot of dose still leaving inside.


My sister bought it from UK due to the UK dryness weather. However she told me that she still feel the drying sensation after using it. As my previous post, my skin get sensitive to certain kind of product and therefore I tested it on my hand first.I didn't feel the dryness that she mentioned, then only I started to applied on my face.


Till now I just ever use it  for 3 times only. Due to the reason I haven't finished my current cleanser. This product is just amazing. It not only left me the comfortable & non-drying sensation, but also give me the feel that my face look more radiant and smooth. Somemore I like its fragrance, kind  of refreshing. 


Although I just use it for 3 times only, but I have fall in love with this product until I have to stop myself to open it again before I finished my current bottle. Nevertheless, I still not sure whether its effect long lasting or not if I use it for longer period. I ever bought some product that just bring me short period effect and ended up I found it is not moisture enough for my skin after I used for a period of time. But for the current me I definitely have the favourable impression for this Lancome product. 

Just a short update

Life started become busier and busier...
assignments, presentations, socialize, sleeping, travelling, shuffling here and there. 
Honestly,I kinda like the busy life instead of have nothing to do at home.
I keep making myself busy busy busy until my body give me warning. 
ended up I fall sicked for the past few days. =.=
deng. too much activities ady.
I will conclude that I didn't leave myself for a good rest. 
Having a good nap always help a lots.
Gotta take a nap now.bye!

Drama season

CA-ME-RA!

Recently have seen too much of drama.

However, I just feel want to laugh out loud whenever the drama started.

Gee, there are too much of drama king & drama queen.

Diary 2

Don’t push your self to know the truth, for it will come up in time.

(Isabellakuan, 2011.)
(quote from http://www.isabellakuan.com/)

It's so damn true!

Sometimes it really doesn't matter you don't know anything about the truth.

The time will come, when you have to know the truth.

So,what for to know it earlier?It wouldn't make you better.
Don't drag yourself into a deep end. Never ever.

Sometimes it's not necessary for me to tell everything. 

Include my everything.

Never tell me because you want to know.

I have the right choose to be silence.

Never tell me it is a right for you to know. 

It is also a right for me too, to tell / not tell.

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朋友说，只有经历过许多的人才会容易情绪波动翻腾，
笑点和哭点都很低，容易为一点小事而大笑大哭。

谁说的？

You Light Up My Life

我就很单纯地被这首歌感动。

我要好的睡眠！

如果说，脑袋迟钝了是少用脑的关系.......

那么我也可以说没有品质的睡眠让脑袋疲惫。

我要有自己的睡房。

Damn it !  

我的天空

我的天空-王菲

我也想，能够像大鹏般展翅驰骋于我的天空。

              

   无忧无虑地，在天空中翱翔。

Diary 1

刚看了电影Transformer 3。好看与否？

见仁见智。

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I have no idea about the decision I made.

I just know that, I need to move forward.

I have no confidence...............at all.

But still, I have to give it a try.

In order to grab the chance of hope. Hope of succeed.

For myself, 

For you.............and also, for his/her.

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Spending list for this month:

Body lotion & hand cream. check.

Uncheck items:

Sun block
Moisture cream
Toner
Hair shampoo
Make up remover
Gathering
Yoghurt
Stock up for contact lens
Dental checking

What else? Hmm....
Most of the items cost at least RM80.
Damn.
Why all the stuff run out of stock at the same time?Hais, no choice.

难得的内心呐喊

虽然不太应该但我实在是很想说，

能够安静地在家里做自己喜爱的事实在是太爽啦！

因为大家都外出了。科科科！

噢，我果然是个很注重自己私人空间的人齁！

orz

爸妈，别生气，我还是很爱你们的

小小心得

以下纯属个人小小意见，若发现使用产品与本文所述有所出入，恕作者概不负责。


在很久以前，我就发觉到自己很舍得把钱败在保养品上。一件一百五的连身裙，和一百五的润肤霜，我绝对会选择后者。我很愿意去尝试保养品所带来的神奇效果，无论是洗脸系列，还是头发和身体的保养产品，我都会毫不犹豫地给它买下去！

可惜的是，我的肤质，可以说是有些难搞，我自认并不是敏感肌，但并不是所有保养品我都适用。酒精成分或香精成分强烈些的产品，我都不能用。试过有次使用某个品牌的润肤乳而狂暴红点，等了好多天才消掉。又试过在朋友的推荐下买下同一款防晒霜，也只有我对那防晒霜敏感而已，叹!但朋友用却效果好得不得了。

也因此，我会慎选产品，不敢乱用。买前仔细阅读它的功效，看看产品的成分有无让我过敏的成分，要样本尝试，或购买小品装使用一段时期。纵使是如此这般小心，还是有时会买到不适用的。因为过敏并不会一时三刻就爆发出来，有些过敏点是有潜伏期的，orz

但即使这样，我还算是使用过了不少产品，我并不会忠实于特定的品牌，举凡从头到脚的保养品，我都有兴趣，只要它的效果好，成分不伤肌肤，价钱不超过倆百，我都会购买。想当然而，我也有情有独钟的产品，就是它!

我使用这款滋润霜也有三至四年了。直到现在，它带来的效果仍然没变。对于中性偏干肌肤的我，它是足够有余。它充分滋润而不油腻，通常我都会点在脸上，再轻轻按摩地抹匀全脸，很快地就被皮肤吸收了。我每天都睡在冷气房，所以一定得用霜状成分而不是胶状的晚间滋润产品。这一款证明了它能够有效地滋润和锁住水分。我去澳洲留学的半年，有四个月都在冬天度过，我带这一款滋润霜过去，再搭配同系列的精华液，每天使用。季节变换时我就精华液和它交替更换使用，视我的皮肤情况而定。半年下来，我的脸并没有因为气候的干燥或变化而脱皮龟裂，所以它绝对是功不可没。

若我的朋友要更换滋润霜我绝对会推荐这款，但若是油性肤质就不适用了，因为太滋润了。在来着的日子，我想我还是会继续购买这一款。so supportive ugh!

10 more days

After ten (10) more days....

• I will be leaving my current job, and back to the world of freedom. continue lenggang relax for my life.For some people it's somekind of mean to wasting life. well, I would like to enjoy my leisurely day as much as possible, as much as till I couldn't.take it anymore. (of course I will try to look for something to do as well)

• my intimate friend, but also my playmate, is going to continue her journey. Means I have to find another outing buddy.

• my lovely sista coming back.

her turning mean some kind of bittersweet to me.The joy of course would be I can be with my lovely sista for certain period. and then we can hang out,gossip,chilling together (provided that she has time to spend for me.I'm strongly suspected that she will be fully book for her fellow friendssssssss) 

but the cons would be I have less private space in my house! I cannot enjoy my personal time when my mum outing with friend. There would be someone there accompany me.(it should be pro instead of con right?) 

But... 

          but...

sometime I would like to have my own tranquil also!

unless she is outing as well.(quite high for the chances)

Aww~~contradicting-ing

And ~and ~ and ~

I'm going to meet with my close close friend in kl~

but this program haven't settle yet.still in the progress.hmm.

10 more days~10 more days~so looking forward to it!

端午节-Dragon Boat Festival

Sometimes, life is full with anger & disappointment...

But, when this appears in my sight...

~ ♥

看回过去的照片，不免感叹人真的不需要急着长大。
服装真的需要气质去承托，不是你那年龄层的，就不是。
不同的年龄层能够正确诠释出不同装扮所该带来的讯息品味。


看着以前的自己，
即使装扮得再成熟，仍然难掩那岁数该有的稚气。
即使再仿效成年人的一颦一举，仍然渗透了些许生涩。呵呵！没办法，还不成熟嘛！


就好像看到四，五十岁的女人穿着牛仔短裙和polo-T 一样，
或十岁的小孩浓妆艳抹，穿着性感的走在路上，
或许有些人会觉得很可爱，或是觉得自己还年轻，可以这样穿
but erm.....erm......
Just feel you are not what you wear.
Even though you think you are.
Everything will gone wrong when it became too over.


并不是说不能，但真的，要有些本钱才行。
些许的点缀能够锦上添花，但太过火时就本末倒置了。
就好像当初的自己。
呵呵，如今已算是到达适合自己当初所装扮的年龄岁数，期待自己的三十~四十~五十岁到来 : )

渐渐地明白，无奈的感觉，

 渐渐地体会，力不从心是怎的让人无所适从。

这种感觉真令人生恨。

有些事情，明明知道，明明懂的，

却无力去改变。
只能眼睁睁地看着让它去发生。

暴风雨的前夕，

是寂静的。

不会无迹可寻，

也是最难熬的时刻。

 想起同事的一句话， 

You have to believe that what happened is good happened.

Ya, I'm trying. But it's tough.

But that's the only thing which I can do now.

不哭了，眼泪流再多也于事无补。

振作吧，情况再坏也不过如此。

比起别人，我已经算幸运了。

至少，已经上岸了，对不？